A Simple Thing Called Love

woke up this morning and dragged myself outta bed.
went to the mirror, stared at my face.
my eyes were reddish, my face was pale.
went back to bed again and remained there.
tossed and turned in bed, thinking of her.
till hazie called.
then got up and went to call her back.
shes having probs too.
and she started crying while i was on the line.
the tears welled up in my eyes again.
laughed off my tears.
then locked myself in the room.
and i reflected on things.
had some time for myself, finally.
and i realised that ystrdae, i wasnt myself.
waiting for her all alone, asking her to c___ me.
it was juz the wrong time for her to c___.
she did so when i was already crying.
and in tht unstable state i was in, i asked her to c___ me again at night.
and i dont wish to elaborate anymore.
or else im gonna end up crying again.
ive been trying to relax and enjoy myself a lil.
been reading magazines and going to the library later.
i seriously need to loosen up a lil.
okay thr is this stalker person who juz added me on msn.
claiming to be her.
haha. please larh.
a lot of prank calls and msgs nowadays.
dnoe whats happening man.
dont feel like seeing her on monday.
im really embarressed.
whatever i told her, it so wasnt me.
so hafta apologise.
haiz. its so complicated.
each time the phone rings, i'll reach out to get it, hoping that its her.
and all this when i already knw it isnt gonna happen.
no point talking about it larh.

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